Self Talk

So discouraged by your sense of love.Why say words to me that you won’t even say to yourself?Corrupting my mental health.Sparking all the negatives I felt. I wish you knew better.This isn’t just a phase to ignore.I used to be the one in the mirror that you adore.Every set back feels stronger than the one…

Confused

Heart on my sleeve for eternity.Good quality, until it becomes too heavy.Then I realize it’s only hurting me.Confusing my energy. There is a delay in positivity.It definitely anchors me. I assume my personality is too strong.Sinking myself into deep depressions.I go about caring all too wrong.Giving my heart and mind two different impressions. Confused by…

Our Passion

Carmelized words on our sheets,So sweet.Stained with our essence.As though it were kissed with lipstick.Grasping our presence.We didn’t mean to leave it dirty.We’ve been flirting for years.Way before thirty.We’ve been speaking frequently.Quietly sneaking up on something more. This is just the beginning.Our story is passion.Heated aroma lingering.Tattooed interactions.It would be hard to forget this.Who has…

Lady Dragon

Turn a lady to a dragon and you create a beast.She’ll destroy you with ease.Ignite your ego with her flame.There will be no manhood to regain. Believe me, I’ve seen it. I hope your brain gets it.If you happen to make the mistake,I hope your core regrets it when she tears you apart. Can’t say…

Polaroids

Capturing too much hurt with this Polaroid camera.Things I thought I could hide.Manipulating my state of mind. I’m left with these unwanted memories.Intruding upon any happiness I might encounter.Any opportunity to empower. Instant images to keep forever.Framed in a collage.And displayed as a mirage. I need to get rid of these polaroids.They’re creating hurt in…

Be my

Be my drawstring.Keep me closed.Keep me protected.I’ll be sheltered from any disaster this weather might bring. Be my packaging.Add caution.Add stickers for decorationI’ll be good until you have to remove my layering. Be my delivery person.Make sure I get to my destination.Make sure I make it if there’s a change in location.Without you I won’t…

Missing Emotions

Pleading with missing emotions. Hoping it would find it’s way back. I am numb, mainly on the interior. My heart is inferior to my mind. Pierced it to leave a trail. Nothing better than drops of my own blood. The best stains. All marks are not permanent. Follow the lines. What’s lost, you must find….

Rocket Love

I fall for the rocket kind of love.The kind where we shoot off when our energy is high.Where we build up with eachother on different levels.I want that love. I’ve been falling without permission.And that’s my downfall.The mission is to do it respectfully.With all regards for my heart. It has to work this time.Putting all…