SELF-LOVE

I’m not stressing you, her or him I’m not messing with you, her or him I’m not doing it for you, her or him I’m not fooling you, her or him If it’s between you and me, I’m choosing me Too much of me I gave and barely got anything in return I’m going in…

Be my

Be my drawstring.Keep me closed.Keep me protected.I’ll be sheltered from any disaster this weather might bring. Be my packaging.Add caution.Add stickers for decorationI’ll be good until you have to remove my layering. Be my delivery person.Make sure I get to my destination.Make sure I make it if there’s a change in location.Without you I won’t…

Just Chill

My speed of bad behavior has increasedI need to keep reminding myself to chillSometimes I have no control, other times I do it for the thrillThere are days where I’d enjoy it, but it always goes downhillI slowly instilled ill will in meI was losing my good willI had murdered my free willI was feeding…

Missing Emotions

Pleading with missing emotions. Hoping it would find it’s way back. I am numb, mainly on the interior. My heart is inferior to my mind. Pierced it to leave a trail. Nothing better than drops of my own blood. The best stains. All marks are not permanent. Follow the lines. What’s lost, you must find….

Hiding something behind that smile

I really love your style but sometimes I think you’re hiding something behind that smile Should we try? Sign up for a trial? When I get lonely your number, I dial You want to know when was the last I trusted someone? It’s been a while I love being around you because the vibe is…

Rocket Love

I fall for the rocket kind of love.The kind where we shoot off when our energy is high.Where we build up with eachother on different levels.I want that love. I’ve been falling without permission.And that’s my downfall.The mission is to do it respectfully.With all regards for my heart. It has to work this time.Putting all…

Gaslighting me

You’re gaslighting me Ever since you began, I’ve been trying to find myself It’s a little difficult when you keep readjusting my focus I tried to be happy and you often made me feel broken I would be happy, and you change my mood like hocus pocus At times it felt hopeless I know you…

Russian Roulette

One bullet in the chamber.Heart sealed for my favor. You’re constantly playing Russian Roulette.Aiming at me for Death.Gaslighting started months after we met. Shooting at me ever since. Praying my last breath don’t be my last because of you. Your mouth is trigger happy. I’m nervous, angry, sad every time you speak to me.I need…