Missing Emotions

Pleading with missing emotions. Hoping it would find it’s way back. I am numb, mainly on the interior. My heart is inferior to my mind. Pierced it to leave a trail. Nothing better than drops of my own blood. The best stains. All marks are not permanent. Follow the lines. What’s lost, you must find….

Hiding something behind that smile

I really love your style but sometimes I think you’re hiding something behind that smile Should we try? Sign up for a trial? When I get lonely your number, I dial You want to know when was the last I trusted someone? It’s been a while I love being around you because the vibe is…

Rocket Love

I fall for the rocket kind of love.The kind where we shoot off when our energy is high.Where we build up with eachother on different levels.I want that love. I’ve been falling without permission.And that’s my downfall.The mission is to do it respectfully.With all regards for my heart. It has to work this time.Putting all…

Russian Roulette

One bullet in the chamber.Heart sealed for my favor. You’re constantly playing Russian Roulette.Aiming at me for Death.Gaslighting started months after we met. Shooting at me ever since. Praying my last breath don’t be my last because of you. Your mouth is trigger happy. I’m nervous, angry, sad every time you speak to me.I need…

Not Here

It feels like I’m laying next to someone that doesn’t want to be here.Someone that is physically here but isn’t mentally present.This presents as a drawback.You’re pulling away from me. The lies feel like a language you couldn’t communicate.Maybe I need to learn how to speak it.I probably already failed.My heart is draining.The love is…

Wanting to be Provocative

She started to steal glances.And she liked it.She became the one that stole hearts. Provocative.Addictive. It was hard to believe she was ever shy.That she was ever conservative.But it was always a part of her.She always wanted to feel wanted.Used to paint her lips red for more than the person in the mirror.Wanted to arouse…

I’m ready

I’ve been feeling alone so I rely on my blunt, my lighter, a notepad and a pen I’m ready I’ve been losing my patience, it’s crazy At some point I started to feel numb Trying to vent to friends, they say their on their way and they never come   I feel alone, my sanity…

No Good Sensations

I need to pull away from you.Cut all temptations.I will regret it but I have to.You give me all type of sensations. I know your current can’t be good for me.My emotions have been causing such a dilemma.Your pull just won’t set me free.It has a different agenda. I need to completely eliminate love just…