Choose

I hate to make you choose,But if I don’t I’ll loose. Every day I feel my grip on you slipping.I’m tired of flipping. My self control has been a disappointment.All because of your lack of commitment. My rider instincts are diminishing.My love for you is finishing. You’ve managed to live two lives this long.Your lies…

These Walls

If these walls could talk,They’d tell you how much I miss you.Even though you lay beside me.They’d tell you my pillow is drowning.There’s so much tears that I’ve cried after you’ve closed your eyes at night. If these walls could talk,I wouldn’t need you.You’ve become one with the walls.It’s quiet in here with or without…

Confused

Heart on my sleeve for eternity.Good quality, until it becomes too heavy.Then I realize it’s only hurting me.Confusing my energy. There is a delay in positivity.It definitely anchors me. I assume my personality is too strong.Sinking myself into deep depressions.I go about caring all too wrong.Giving my heart and mind two different impressions. Confused by…

Our Passion

Carmelized words on our sheets,So sweet.Stained with our essence.As though it were kissed with lipstick.Grasping our presence.We didn’t mean to leave it dirty.We’ve been flirting for years.Way before thirty.We’ve been speaking frequently.Quietly sneaking up on something more. This is just the beginning.Our story is passion.Heated aroma lingering.Tattooed interactions.It would be hard to forget this.Who has…

Lady Dragon

Turn a lady to a dragon and you create a beast.She’ll destroy you with ease.Ignite your ego with her flame.There will be no manhood to regain. Believe me, I’ve seen it. I hope your brain gets it.If you happen to make the mistake,I hope your core regrets it when she tears you apart. Can’t say…

Polaroids

Capturing too much hurt with this Polaroid camera.Things I thought I could hide.Manipulating my state of mind. I’m left with these unwanted memories.Intruding upon any happiness I might encounter.Any opportunity to empower. Instant images to keep forever.Framed in a collage.And displayed as a mirage. I need to get rid of these polaroids.They’re creating hurt in…

Missing Emotions

Pleading with missing emotions. Hoping it would find it’s way back. I am numb, mainly on the interior. My heart is inferior to my mind. Pierced it to leave a trail. Nothing better than drops of my own blood. The best stains. All marks are not permanent. Follow the lines. What’s lost, you must find….

Russian Roulette

One bullet in the chamber.Heart sealed for my favor. You’re constantly playing Russian Roulette.Aiming at me for Death.Gaslighting started months after we met. Shooting at me ever since. Praying my last breath don’t be my last because of you. Your mouth is trigger happy. I’m nervous, angry, sad every time you speak to me.I need…