Coldhearted

You treat me like you’re coldhearted But I think deep down you’re kind-hearted How can someone so wholehearted, good-hearted, treat me so stone-hearted   I get it, you don’t know how to show me love but you act so dead-hearted I can help you relax, I got straight up facts I am trying to help…

Self-control

I feel so excessive every time I get expressive Trying to stay calm but I get verbal They triggered it but I responded I should always keep myself controlled I should always be the only one in control of myself   If you try to expose me, I’ll explode But a better response is no…

I’m ready

I’ve been feeling alone so I rely on my blunt, my lighter, a notepad and a pen I’m ready I’ve been losing my patience, it’s crazy At some point I started to feel numb Trying to vent to friends, they say they’re on their way and they never come I feel alone, my sanity is…

Waiting for fall

I had summer depression I was waiting for fall to grab my attention As I watch the leaves hit the ground, I remember you’re no longer around My mood is chill but when I think about you I have to calm down I could be laughing but the second I think of you, I break…

Would you rather?

Would you rather have me around?I leave you alone while I gather my thoughtsWould you rather discover the truth?Uncover lies? Or would you rather keep to yourself, put the lies back in the shelvesSeal them in books, I know you rather that I don’t look, you’re shook Would you rather not have me around?I tried to…

Ashes

I close my eyes and I get flashes Messed up and happy flashbacks, setbacks Remembering the times, you used to lash back My heart feels like it’s soon turning into ashes Because it felt like I was missing all my chances Soaked eyelashes, my wounds covered with patches Fighting strong for your compassion Saw me…

Solitude

Sometimes I enjoy my solitude I’m sorry, I’m not being rude I just have ideas I need to pursue I cannot afford to get confused So I’m a little aloof I got something to prove There are certain areas I need to improve All my energy I need to save and consume I want to…

You’re already in costume (HALLOWEEN special)

You don’t have to wait for Halloween to show your true colors You’re costume is the same all year long You’re super mean & never keep your lies clean   You don’t have to wait for Halloween to treat me a certain way You make me scream on a regular day Your soul itching to…