SELF-LOVE

I’m not stressing you, her or him I’m not messing with you, her or him I’m not doing it for you, her or him I’m not fooling you, her or him If it’s between you and me, I’m choosing me Too much of me I gave and barely got anything in return I’m going in…

Just Chill

My speed of bad behavior has increasedI need to keep reminding myself to chillSometimes I have no control, other times I do it for the thrillThere are days where I’d enjoy it, but it always goes downhillI slowly instilled ill will in meI was losing my good willI had murdered my free willI was feeding…

Hiding something behind that smile

I really love your style but sometimes I think you’re hiding something behind that smile Should we try? Sign up for a trial? When I get lonely your number, I dial You want to know when was the last I trusted someone? It’s been a while I love being around you because the vibe is…

Gaslighting me

You’re gaslighting me Ever since you began, I’ve been trying to find myself It’s a little difficult when you keep readjusting my focus I tried to be happy and you often made me feel broken I would be happy, and you change my mood like hocus pocus At times it felt hopeless I know you…

Intertwine Energy

Delicate heart, concrete mind Soul and mind finally bind They become one and they intertwined It’s a massive power when they’re both combined Elegant presence, neat alter ego The feeling is so powerful, I can’t let go When it’s time to be completely awakened, I’ll know, I’ll feel it in my bones The bad energy…

Coldhearted

You treat me like you’re coldhearted But I think deep down you’re kind-hearted How can someone so wholehearted, good-hearted, treat me so stone-hearted   I get it, you don’t know how to show me love but you act so dead-hearted I can help you relax, I got straight up facts I am trying to help…

Self-control

I feel so excessive every time I get expressive Trying to stay calm but I get verbal They triggered it but I responded I should always keep myself controlled I should always be the only one in control of myself   If you try to expose me, I’ll explode But a better response is no…

I’m ready

I’ve been feeling alone so I rely on my blunt, my lighter, a notepad and a pen I’m ready I’ve been losing my patience, it’s crazy At some point I started to feel numb Trying to vent to friends, they say their on their way and they never come   I feel alone, my sanity…