Mama

Mama can you hear me?
I hope you can.
I hope you’re proud of me.
I hope you accept the woman that I am.
I’m still a work in progress.
Not where I want to be yet.
Every day I try to stress less.
I wish you and your grandchildren could of met.

Mama can you see me?
I still look more like dad.
I get angry sometimes when I shouldn’t be.
It makes me sad.
I hope you see that I’m trying.
Exposing my heart to the world for no reward.
But I get tired of crying.
The pressure makes it too hard.

Do you hear me praying?
Mama some days are too much for me.
Do you see?

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